Fuck you and your insensitivity and your need to push me away. You are so scared. One day you will see.
10
Ten days. Ten fucking days of high school left. Don’t know if it will ever hit me that this is actually happening.
Can’t deal with all this depressing shit lately, although it does kinda feel good to be taking care of someone else for once. Last night was just scary and I wish I thought of something better to say, it’s hard for me to watch and not get emotional, so I’m sorry. And today is turning out to be equally saddening, not for me but for my best friend. I just can’t believe this actually happened. I know that you know I am here on your side no matter what, for all of forever and I will do everything I can to make you okay and to get you through this. I can’t even imagine. I love you and nothing else will hurt you I promise, I am here and I am not leaving you.
